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Tag Archives: autobiography of control
The Student
There is always a transition happening in front of us. Whether it be: Needing to pee, so we stop what we are doing and go to the bathroom A friend’s death, so we stop our routine to mourn in the … Continue reading
Posted in Learning From Pain
Tagged alone, anticipation, autobiography of control, Carlstead, character, control, death, demo, depth, dreams, feel, grip, grow, invisible mind, joy polimeni, Kevin, learn, life, live, Love, mask, new song, pain, pass me by, potentials, Real, reality, roll, roll away, roll down, roll out, time, transition, true, truth
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American Dream: Control
There is a force field around me There is a grip on my thoughts There’s a chain holding my actions and my self-awareness lost It’s the sheep that keep me quiet The loneliness that keeps me tied Want so bad … Continue reading
Posted in Image
Tagged alone, assumption, assumptions, autobiography of control, black and white, Carlstead, chain, contradicting, experience, fake, fear, feel good, feelings, force field, gray, grip, habit, Image, Kevin, learn, lie, lost, meaningful life, Mental addiction, pain, perspective, pleasure, popular, purpose, Real, reality, reason, self-awarness, society, true, truth, understand, wisdom
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My Upcoming EP
My 1st EP “Ground” was about the pursuit of truth Cage Victim Fear Question Muse Who Am I Ground I found that there was nothing but an “image of me” being hesitantly portrayed to the world and my own self. … Continue reading
Posted in Control is an Illusion
Tagged autobiography of control, bear's den, cage, control, experience beauty, express love, fear, freedom, Ground, ground EP, history, kevin carlstead, Muse, new EP, Painter, pursue truth, question, Re:Cage, Slow Down, Sophie, Trust, victim
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Walking on Eggshells
I’m walking on eggshells inside of my mind, to run and to hide from being alive. – – – When I grasp tight to the activities of my day, a voice … Continue reading
Posted in Learning From Pain
Tagged alive, alone, anxiety, autobiography of control, cage, Carlstead, control, Eggshells, EP, esteem, external needs, freeze, inside, internal development, internal needs, irrational, Kevin, loss, Love, New, pain, Part 2, patience, patient, rational, Re:Cage, reasoning, reflect, resilient, self-awareness, self-esteem, self-worth, worries, worry
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