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Tag Archives: Mental addiction
Brewing the Storm
When the stress flies thru my doors and confusion and complexities pile up from being overwhelmed with my focus, the hesitation then anxiety and finally anticipating paranoia comes rushing in. All I want. Is for my mind to relax. Is … Continue reading
Posted in Learning From Pain
Tagged cage, Choice-Based Life, emotional clarity, emotional development, emotional health, focus, Ground, ground EP, kevin carlstead, life, Love, Meaning, Mental addiction, mental clarity, mental development, mental health, mental health awareness, self-worth, selfhelp
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American Dream: Control
There is a force field around me There is a grip on my thoughts There’s a chain holding my actions and my self-awareness lost It’s the sheep that keep me quiet The loneliness that keeps me tied Want so bad … Continue reading
Posted in Image
Tagged alone, assumption, assumptions, autobiography of control, black and white, Carlstead, chain, contradicting, experience, fake, fear, feel good, feelings, force field, gray, grip, habit, Image, Kevin, learn, lie, lost, meaningful life, Mental addiction, pain, perspective, pleasure, popular, purpose, Real, reality, reason, self-awarness, society, true, truth, understand, wisdom
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Mental Addiction
From grade 8 at 15 years old, peaking sophomore year in high school at 17 years old, and slowly dwindling off and on till freshman year in college, I was a stoner: big hair, half-ass development in anything I tried, … Continue reading
Posted in Control is an Illusion
Tagged death, drugs, feeling oriented, jim james, kevin carlstead, life-span, Mental addiction, my morning jacket, Outta My System, stoner, weed
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