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Tag Archives: purpose
Quarantine – Week 1
Wednesday (25th): Finally! A day off from work and I was able to stick to my quarantine schedule. Work Out √ Meditation √ School Stuff √ Eat & Sleep Well √ Thursday (26th): Work Out √ Meditation √ School Stuff √ … Continue reading
Posted in Quarantine
Tagged adapt, awareness, fear, hope, meditation, mental health, perfectionist, playlist, psychology, purpose, scary, uncertainty
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My Friends Are So Depressed
I want to have children of my own so that I can teach a human being how to learn from the day they open their eyes. My son or daughter will be whomever they choose. I will only help them … Continue reading
Posted in Choice-Based Life
Tagged beauty, bond, choice, Choice-Based Life, Choice-Based Relationships, connection, emotional bond, emotional clarity, emotional development, experience, family, kevin carlstead, learn, Love, marriage, mental clarity, mental development, mental health, mental health awareness, my friends, purpose, reality, red hot chili peppers, reflect, reflection, self-worth, understand
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“Purpose Determines Outcome”
We drove by a grocery store parking lot. I caught a glimpse of a shopping cart in the middle of one of the spots. My mind immediately went to “let’s pull over and move it out of the way.” Being … Continue reading
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Tagged acoustic, animals, awareness, beauty, black or white, change, character, clear direction, comfort, details, direction, emotions, exercise, experience, explore, Fact, Facts, freedom, fulfilled, gray, gray reality, grayness, grow, henry david thoreau, human beings, irrational, jack johnson, kevin carlstead, life, life-purpose, live, Love, Meaning, mind, motivation, not black or white, park city, paul hatherley, personality, perspectives, practice, purpose, quiz, ralph waldo emerson, rational, reality, reason, Respect, respectable, satisfaction, self-reliance, selfless, student of life, survival, test, they do they don't, thoughts, truth, vague purpose
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Response Struggle
We respond to our fear of failure and vulnerability, our fear of death, our fear of emptiness with ideas of IMAGE and POWER and ENTERTAIN AWAY FROM THE FACTS OF LIFE. There are other ways to respond to this scary adventure here on earth. Breathe and read what I have learned here in this blog post. Continue reading
Posted in Control is an Illusion
Tagged alone, anxiety, beauty, black and white, black or white, bob dylan, breathe, change, character, chess, contradicting, contradiction, control, curiosity, curious, death, deny reality, depth, direction, distraction, distractions, education, ego, empty, equitable, facade, fake, fear, fight fire with fire, fragile, freedom, gray, honesty, humble, illusion, innocence, integrity, journey, kevin carlstead, learn, lonely human, Love, lyrics, maggie's farm, manipulate, manipulation, mask, no rewind, noble, open, oppression, pawns, Perfection, plastic, power, present moment, purpose, relax, responsibility, still, struggle, understanding, vulnerability, vulnerable, wasted time, we are small
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American Dream: Control
There is a force field around me There is a grip on my thoughts There’s a chain holding my actions and my self-awareness lost It’s the sheep that keep me quiet The loneliness that keeps me tied Want so bad … Continue reading
Posted in Image
Tagged alone, assumption, assumptions, autobiography of control, black and white, Carlstead, chain, contradicting, experience, fake, fear, feel good, feelings, force field, gray, grip, habit, Image, Kevin, learn, lie, lost, meaningful life, Mental addiction, pain, perspective, pleasure, popular, purpose, Real, reality, reason, self-awarness, society, true, truth, understand, wisdom
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Adding the Extra Step
– Allow myself to think how I naturally do in every situation – – Allow myself to feel how I naturally do in every situation – If I lived like this and only this, my actions would end up based on … Continue reading
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Tagged beauty, conscious, crazy, direction, Facts, feelings, fulfilling, impulsive, impulsive life, internal, life-affirming, Love, Meaning, meaningful life, mumford & sons, natural, organizing, pain, passion, passionate, pleasure, purpose, reality, self-consumed, simple-minded, The Cave, thoughts, truth, wisdom
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Never a Victim
As we fall from our grasp, we deserve to know why And if clear, we will never be a victim of the cry * * * As people approved my history’s growth My success was not more than the steady … Continue reading
Startin off
Hey everyone, My name’s Kevin and I study music, not in school, but on my own. I organize, add, delete, and listen to every aspect of my music library. I listen and work on my understanding of the drums, bass, … Continue reading
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